14th February is the St.Valentine's day, this is the day females whom send gift to the males.
14thMarch is the white St. Valentine's day, this is the day that the males return the gift to the Females.( at least, you fancy her or she is your wife or girlfriend)
For me they are just the same, they both are Valentine's day and i don't have boy or girl friend yet. However, the very first person receive my chocolate was "her"-girls I don't remember who was the very first her but I'm sure this was a her and later on we did the chocolate exchange means as long as peoples bring in chocolate we share and give this to different other persons whom you don't hate her it was quite sweet, I did so too very few girl send or received chocolate from their boyfriends however, I'm not the one I don't know any boy from school 1st we were all girls in class. 2nd boys are just airhead for me at least it waste of my time, I can't say one for everybody but not for me I didn't hate all the male at least I like some the male teacher because they will talk serious somehow and not talk rubbish like the young teenager boy some of the young teenager boy try to talk with me like they are talk to the young girl mode usually they will end up with losing face...so there was not many peoples would came near me.
However, for the weird people as me although I don't close to people or always be my own I still always like the some of the people around for me the people I like it's not important if they don't talk to me or do anything for me of course if they would like to do anything to be friend or closest I'm very welcome but the truth is not many people could stand with me or stand until very late I don't like my friend saying farewell easily short like a seasons or I just called this relationship in "Seasonal friendship"
I believe if I having a relationship like a seasons with somebody I will further look at them from distance, talk to them by passing around randomly... as long as they are happy and fine, it's all enough for me, at least when I don't see them anymore I will able to continuous to be alone so I don't like to over protective by somebody... if there is nobody anymore, I will be feeling very uncomfortable and take time to stand myself again
The way that I like to send peoples valentine's chocolate perhaps is the only way to memorize or tell the people I like, " I fancy you, so be happy" such of feeling like this
Also, a punishment for myself
14th March, I decide to sent chocolate to the people I like at this year St. valentine's day chocolate...for the reasons the that I choice to do this in white valentine's day this year was I missed the 14th February, the valentine's day which everyone know well of and i don't want to make this in the day we just go back school also I believe everybody was busy and spend all their mind with the new school and i was busy too. For another reason, this may the late year that I spend in this school for the people I know or myself perhaps we may never meet each other anymore who know what will happen tomorrow? For example, peoples whom may always ignore what happen around and they always missing something or somebody whom may very important to them but someday they disappear and through this was just illusion and become doubt: was that really happen? Did somebody really was there? Just like you was in dream... questioning yourself again and again
Anyway please be nice for your another half, if you really like them very much.
2008年3月14日 星期五
2008年3月4日 星期二
hmmm.....
Today I wake up late hmm...I want to stay in bed not comfort but i don't wan to open my eyes...I was seeing lots of weird dream but now i forgot what i have been seeing usually I will forget about the dream very quickly sometime I may remember suddenly but usually it's a bad memory...but this morning i only remember bus and mother those only left from this morning...
lately i went to school just my 4th period starts not really feels anything about school without maths it not much different from home, if it is not the last few months and there is no jenny depressingly I'm not really bother to go to school because i really not very like the new school only thing i like that i got a new good maths teacher but i still can't with him yet...
After school jenny walked with me i support to stay after school as usual but i don't has that mode and i want something eat and we talked a lot of funny about the school don't ask me the detail, it's a serest and CL just above us he said that he has to get a new booklet of chemistry because he lost his and he has to hand back as soon as possible and i can see £9 flying away and i said to him why don't you say to your teacher and pay for the one you lost- that the school order is much cheaper and he said even the teacher don't have one and said when the school was moving that got deliver missing and they need them immediately-it is hopeless
umm...
lately i went to school just my 4th period starts not really feels anything about school without maths it not much different from home, if it is not the last few months and there is no jenny depressingly I'm not really bother to go to school because i really not very like the new school only thing i like that i got a new good maths teacher but i still can't with him yet...
After school jenny walked with me i support to stay after school as usual but i don't has that mode and i want something eat and we talked a lot of funny about the school don't ask me the detail, it's a serest and CL just above us he said that he has to get a new booklet of chemistry because he lost his and he has to hand back as soon as possible and i can see £9 flying away and i said to him why don't you say to your teacher and pay for the one you lost- that the school order is much cheaper and he said even the teacher don't have one and said when the school was moving that got deliver missing and they need them immediately-it is hopeless
umm...
2008年3月3日 星期一
Snowing's day
Today we have a heavy snow outside is all pure and white, it's beautiful I love snow somehow it's can be sad and romantic.
if you are single walk into the snow I believe you will feel sad...
if you are walking with the one you fancy it's sure you'll never arrive where you going...
if you are angry the snow will cool you down...
if you are depress make sure you don't go out at the snowing day because you'll be more depress...
if you are stress and cold in snowing day go out to play a snowball fight it will make you relax and warm...
..........
However i feel disappointed when the snow finishes it will melt down and dirty...
so when the sky is snowing i wish the snow would never finish continues again and again...
but it is impossible because if it is really happen it also a problem.
Although I like snow I don't like to be alone when the sky is snows.
when the sky is snow I wish I can have hot pot with hot soup at least I won't cold
if you are single walk into the snow I believe you will feel sad...
if you are walking with the one you fancy it's sure you'll never arrive where you going...
if you are angry the snow will cool you down...
if you are depress make sure you don't go out at the snowing day because you'll be more depress...
if you are stress and cold in snowing day go out to play a snowball fight it will make you relax and warm...
..........
However i feel disappointed when the snow finishes it will melt down and dirty...
so when the sky is snowing i wish the snow would never finish continues again and again...
but it is impossible because if it is really happen it also a problem.
Although I like snow I don't like to be alone when the sky is snows.
when the sky is snow I wish I can have hot pot with hot soup at least I won't cold
2008年3月2日 星期日
1st time to visit house of friend and today is Mother's day
It was a really busy day that I ever had because I finally have somebody which is friend to visit of it is an experience which is quite expressive for me although we got somebody to visit regularly but it is a kinda different.
Us, me and Jany talked a lots about very different thing and she plays piano and she teaches me hmm...how much i remember...54321...left1+right135, left3+right to left2, 135... not sure i can remember all correct and met her dad he is cool like a cowboy her mum and bro I met them before they are all very nice.
Also find out something of my Maths teacher and i feel sorry for him...he is nice just face looks a bit scared and i think i would always like<-fancy/ him. he is a very good responsible man, i like caring peoples...
Afterward she walked me home because i think I will kinda got lost and i wish not late for home because Mrs LH come to get us to her house for dinner and today was Mother's day and i brought her a wee flower and two wee cheap bears really don't what should I get her she is not my mother but she just treats us like her children and always invite us for a dinner so get her something will be good and i like to send gift with surprise...
it's fun to xxxxx peoples<- you can guess whatever the xxxxx are
Also we watched a funny stupid movies about school and a group of peoples whom they had been kick out from collage and they has nowhere to go and they just found a old building which was a mental hospital and they just fixed the building and became a fake collage to cover the truth from family however when they realize their wish which they can do whatever they want in the fake collage the peoples whom had been kick out from school wish to be get in this this collage and became a big messes but everybody find out what they want to do at late but soon the fake collage discover by a evil head teacher and close down...don't worry, it's a happy ending and one of the guy uses Super-capacity bomb the evil head teacher 's car...it was funny he was about to get into his car and he saw how his car killed...
but in the real world it is impossible to crate a fake school like these so it just a movies
perhaps it may happen in the future, who knows?
Us, me and Jany talked a lots about very different thing and she plays piano and she teaches me hmm...how much i remember...54321...left1+right135, left3+right to left2, 135... not sure i can remember all correct and met her dad he is cool like a cowboy her mum and bro I met them before they are all very nice.
Also find out something of my Maths teacher and i feel sorry for him...he is nice just face looks a bit scared and i think i would always like<-fancy/ him. he is a very good responsible man, i like caring peoples...
Afterward she walked me home because i think I will kinda got lost and i wish not late for home because Mrs LH come to get us to her house for dinner and today was Mother's day and i brought her a wee flower and two wee cheap bears really don't what should I get her she is not my mother but she just treats us like her children and always invite us for a dinner so get her something will be good and i like to send gift with surprise...
it's fun to xxxxx peoples<- you can guess whatever the xxxxx are
Also we watched a funny stupid movies about school and a group of peoples whom they had been kick out from collage and they has nowhere to go and they just found a old building which was a mental hospital and they just fixed the building and became a fake collage to cover the truth from family however when they realize their wish which they can do whatever they want in the fake collage the peoples whom had been kick out from school wish to be get in this this collage and became a big messes but everybody find out what they want to do at late but soon the fake collage discover by a evil head teacher and close down...don't worry, it's a happy ending and one of the guy uses Super-capacity bomb the evil head teacher 's car...it was funny he was about to get into his car and he saw how his car killed...
but in the real world it is impossible to crate a fake school like these so it just a movies
perhaps it may happen in the future, who knows?
2008年2月29日 星期五
Uncomfortable School
It has been long time that i haven't write my blog for both of my own language...
After the new school started, we have no time to breath mountain of work to be handle Uncomfortable feeling in new condition, huge to walk all the time, extra loneliness in the new school... After we moved to new school i think that the size of classroom decrease and it's difficult to see the peoples that i used to see in the old school the gap and distance increase somehow just want to see people just pass though and say hello as usual but it's less chance also the weather and the vacation is part of the problem somehow so i kinda don't want to go to school
and I have lots of complainant that I would never finish talking about...it's just the beginning
After the new school started, we have no time to breath mountain of work to be handle Uncomfortable feeling in new condition, huge to walk all the time, extra loneliness in the new school... After we moved to new school i think that the size of classroom decrease and it's difficult to see the peoples that i used to see in the old school the gap and distance increase somehow just want to see people just pass though and say hello as usual but it's less chance also the weather and the vacation is part of the problem somehow so i kinda don't want to go to school
and I have lots of complainant that I would never finish talking about...it's just the beginning
Into-前言
Into of this blogger
although i got Xanga and Bebe for my blog,and i don't have much time to update both of them...
I wish that I can write both of them together
Xanga is my Chinese blogger
Bebo is my English blogger
Furthermore although they are both is my blogger they kinda different
前言 這個版
雖然現在我各有兩個不同的日記板 但因為沒什麽時間去更新
所以又開了這個 嚐試把兩個板的事寫在一起
Xanga 是我的中文板:http://www.xanga.com/Mana_Sakura
Bebo 是我的英文板:http://www.bebo.com/ManaS64
但是 雖然兩個都是出自我手筆 內容是有所入的
although i got Xanga and Bebe for my blog,and i don't have much time to update both of them...
I wish that I can write both of them together
Xanga is my Chinese blogger
Bebo is my English blogger
Furthermore although they are both is my blogger they kinda different
前言 這個版
雖然現在我各有兩個不同的日記板 但因為沒什麽時間去更新
所以又開了這個 嚐試把兩個板的事寫在一起
Xanga 是我的中文板:http://www.xanga.com/Mana_Sakura
Bebo 是我的英文板:http://www.bebo.com/ManaS64
但是 雖然兩個都是出自我手筆 內容是有所入的
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